2013
Monday, 23 December 2013 | 21:03 | 0 Comment
In several days.2013 dah nk habis.
This year is really the hardest year for me.
Tahun ni byk yg merubah aku.
Change the way i think.
People come and go.
Gettin to know new people.
Be in love.
Fall to the ground.
Get back up.
In love again.
Then, fall back.
Much deeper.
Pain.
Heals.
Scar.
New family members.
Baby on the way.
Family gettin bigger.
Yup ! Lebih kurang camtulah.
Tanpa aku sedari aku dah sibuk fikir pasal lovelife aku for about 4 years.
Hahaha. I've been thinking of others feelings a lot more as compare to mine.
Kenapa ?
Ive shouldnt do that.
Right now, i wanna let go of my love life.
I had enough.
Cukuplah.
Pedih yang ade ni pun stil tak boley pulih lagi.
Its gettin much deeper.
The pain stil lingers.
Its stil there.
Its hard to let go of the person that really means a lot to you.
Although, he has someone new.
Yeah right ! And again. Ive got played.
Its juz me who trying to move on.
Hahaha, padan muka kau.
Sakit kan ? Deal with it.
Then, come a new person trying to be in the place.
Aku tak boleh.
Aku mintak maaf.
I cant afford to be in love again.
So, my love life is long gone.
I wanna live juz by myself.
Till i felt that im ready to be a wife then, i will be in love.
Istilah boyfie is long gone.
Misi aku sekarang,
Finish my diploma.
Work after diploma.
Learn new things and skills.
Gain my own money.
Build my own future.
Degree.
Stand on my own feet.
Focus on my study and family.
Wanna conquer my fear.
Bak kata paktam "Yang pergi biarkan pergi".
2013, have taught me to be more stronger.
Stronger and stronger each days.
As long as i have mak ayah and Allah beside me.
Its enough.
Next year, im gonna be a mama su ! Yeay.
Cant wait !
Baby, i love you ! ♥
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