●Pertemuan pertama Di suatu malam, aku bersama teman sekolahku ke kedai mamak. Then, suddenly, came one guy. Berbaju hitam, bersluar hitam, berjaket sleeveless hijau tua dan tinggi. Dalam hati aku, " comel jugak mamat nie, sepet pulak tuu" Then, he sits right in front of me. "Seriously dude ! Tak boley duduk tempat lain ke ? " bentak aku dalam hati. "Poyo gila bapak mamat nie" Rasa tak selesa gila. Nak luruskan kaki pun tak boley, why ? Sebab kaki dia panjang sangat. And aku terlanggar kaki dye, "Ops, sorry" Then, he looked at me. Muka masam gila. "Ek eleh mamat nie, pahal pandang pandang " dlm hati. Then, aku pun angkat kaki atas kerusi and layan instagram. Membe aku yang lain keep on borak. Aku juz duduk situ, layan sony usang aku. Such an anti-social betul ! Ahh lantaklah, aku dah lah tak selesa ngan mamat nie. Dahlah tak reti senyum, dtg dtg terus emo. Pfftt. [-.-] ●How did it start. Then, aku pun teruskan hidup aku macam biasa. Masa tu, Aku merupakan seorang student diploma sains kat uitm kuala pilah. Semester 5. Aku plak suke update twitter, Then, he follow me, Juz know him as A So aku follow back. Time tu, aku tgh nk final. Mamat ni plak selalu update pasal shopping. Dye selalu shopping. Aku yang kat pilah nie berapi je tgk status dye. Hahaha. Then, aku unmensi lah dye. He said, " shopping again today" Me , "untunglaa shopping" Then, it kept on happening. Saling favourite, saling retweet, saling unmensi. Kitorang selalu unmensi diri masing masing. At that time, i was into "someone". ●Broken eid. Then, during the eid. Aku dijemput ke rumah membe sekolahku, Beraya katanya. Teman nara, So, why not. Before going to my friends house. Aku kol dye. "Weyh, ko gi tak rumah man ?" Then he said that dye pegi, so we meet up kat rumah man je. Sampai kat rumah man, aku pun makan. After we had our lunch, kitorang lepak kat dalam rumah man. Time aku tengah borak dgn kawan kawan aku, tiba tiba dtg that "someone" with another girl. "Seriously weyh ? In front of me ? " The moment that "someone" walk into the house, My heart broke. At that time, my heart was like, Broken to tiny piece of ash. It hurt ! Mr A tengok je muka aku kena dgn that someone. But aku relax je, Waktu tu hanya Allah je tau perasaan aku cemana. I act so strong in front of that someone, In fact i was talking with that girl. She was a future doctor. Dye sangat cantik. ●The journey Then, after balik dari rumah man, Kitorang beraya rumah apit pulak. After gi rumah apit, then ke rumah elina. Then, kitorang gi SCM. When we were on our way to SCM. I was in the car with A. only, the two of us. I cant hold it anymore. I cried. I cried in front of the person that i barely knows. Dia diam je, Bawak kereta pun slow. Seolah olah faham perasaan aku. Ive told him everythin bout that someone. Then, we arrived at SCM. Main bowling. Kalau tengah geram main bowling memang best. i watch him play bowling, "Wow, terer giler. Strike !" Seriously, he is a good bowling player. We were having so much fun. ● Two Then, since keluar SCM tu, Kitorang we chat. Unmensi dekat twitter, "It was like our thing" Then, kitorang keluar gi SCM again, This time plan with eyda and her lil sis. But, bila ktorang sampai je eyda dah balik. -.- Hahaha, Memasing cam blur tatau nk wat ape en, Then, kitorang juz tgk wayang je la. Cter ape , i cant really remember. But it was a great day for me. Aku rase selesa dgn A. That nite, i texted him to wish for thanx. Then, i felt somethin unusual towards A. Then, i send one image. "There is somethin bout you that i cant find in anyone else" ●Talk On the next day, We decide to meet again. Mc donald. He said that he felt it too. Then, the truth was out, Kitorang suka sama suka. Hahaha. Both of us didnt plan at all. Its juz that aku rasa selesa dgn dia. I am truely myself when im with him. I love being around him. Then, we think bout all the pros and cons to bring this relationship one step ahead. 15/9/2013 We declaired. We went through all the obstacle together. Dia banyak nasihatkan aku, Dia terima aku seadanya, Dan aku terima dia seadanya. We were perfectly made for each other. ● Pain One day, the most thing that i fear happen. Dia perlu pilih sama ada aku atau family. At that time i insist, that i dont want to lose him. Dia tersepit antara kehendak dan tanggungjawab. Aku tak ready tuk disakiti lagi sekali. I cried. Then, our conversation stops till that. He was burdened with my stubborness. I dont want to let him go. This time my feelings really deep for a guy. But, today i realize. Aku tak patutnya bebankan dia. Kesian dia. I will let you go sayang. If that will make you happy. I will back off. Sayang, I wanna say thank you for everything. You are my last. I cant afford to be in love again. I hope you will succeed in your life. Terima kasih sayang, Sebab buat saya happy even for a moment. You are such a nice guy. Be good to your family okay. Dengar ckp mak ayah. Im sorry for everythin. I hope you succeed in your business. Saya doakan awak moga sihat selalu. Focus on your work okay. Drive carefully. Love you bie. Miss you. Im sorry for making it hard to you. Sincerely me. 28/11/2013.
Know me as Wawa. 21 y/o. Happily single. Braces girl.
Proudly Muslim. Love all the people around me.
my rules are easy,
1. Be grateful.
2. Smile.
3. True to yourself.
4. Forget those who have hurt you.
5. Love your parents dearly.
Addicted to things called food.
Im an eleutheromaniac.
●Pertemuan pertama Di suatu malam, aku bersama teman sekolahku ke kedai mamak. Then, suddenly, came one guy. Berbaju hitam, bersluar hitam, berjaket sleeveless hijau tua dan tinggi. Dalam hati aku, " comel jugak mamat nie, sepet pulak tuu" Then, he sits right in front of me. "Seriously dude ! Tak boley duduk tempat lain ke ? " bentak aku dalam hati. "Poyo gila bapak mamat nie" Rasa tak selesa gila. Nak luruskan kaki pun tak boley, why ? Sebab kaki dia panjang sangat. And aku terlanggar kaki dye, "Ops, sorry" Then, he looked at me. Muka masam gila. "Ek eleh mamat nie, pahal pandang pandang " dlm hati. Then, aku pun angkat kaki atas kerusi and layan instagram. Membe aku yang lain keep on borak. Aku juz duduk situ, layan sony usang aku. Such an anti-social betul ! Ahh lantaklah, aku dah lah tak selesa ngan mamat nie. Dahlah tak reti senyum, dtg dtg terus emo. Pfftt. [-.-] ●How did it start. Then, aku pun teruskan hidup aku macam biasa. Masa tu, Aku merupakan seorang student diploma sains kat uitm kuala pilah. Semester 5. Aku plak suke update twitter, Then, he follow me, Juz know him as A So aku follow back. Time tu, aku tgh nk final. Mamat ni plak selalu update pasal shopping. Dye selalu shopping. Aku yang kat pilah nie berapi je tgk status dye. Hahaha. Then, aku unmensi lah dye. He said, " shopping again today" Me , "untunglaa shopping" Then, it kept on happening. Saling favourite, saling retweet, saling unmensi. Kitorang selalu unmensi diri masing masing. At that time, i was into "someone". ●Broken eid. Then, during the eid. Aku dijemput ke rumah membe sekolahku, Beraya katanya. Teman nara, So, why not. Before going to my friends house. Aku kol dye. "Weyh, ko gi tak rumah man ?" Then he said that dye pegi, so we meet up kat rumah man je. Sampai kat rumah man, aku pun makan. After we had our lunch, kitorang lepak kat dalam rumah man. Time aku tengah borak dgn kawan kawan aku, tiba tiba dtg that "someone" with another girl. "Seriously weyh ? In front of me ? " The moment that "someone" walk into the house, My heart broke. At that time, my heart was like, Broken to tiny piece of ash. It hurt ! Mr A tengok je muka aku kena dgn that someone. But aku relax je, Waktu tu hanya Allah je tau perasaan aku cemana. I act so strong in front of that someone, In fact i was talking with that girl. She was a future doctor. Dye sangat cantik. ●The journey Then, after balik dari rumah man, Kitorang beraya rumah apit pulak. After gi rumah apit, then ke rumah elina. Then, kitorang gi SCM. When we were on our way to SCM. I was in the car with A. only, the two of us. I cant hold it anymore. I cried. I cried in front of the person that i barely knows. Dia diam je, Bawak kereta pun slow. Seolah olah faham perasaan aku. Ive told him everythin bout that someone. Then, we arrived at SCM. Main bowling. Kalau tengah geram main bowling memang best. i watch him play bowling, "Wow, terer giler. Strike !" Seriously, he is a good bowling player. We were having so much fun. ● Two Then, since keluar SCM tu, Kitorang we chat. Unmensi dekat twitter, "It was like our thing" Then, kitorang keluar gi SCM again, This time plan with eyda and her lil sis. But, bila ktorang sampai je eyda dah balik. -.- Hahaha, Memasing cam blur tatau nk wat ape en, Then, kitorang juz tgk wayang je la. Cter ape , i cant really remember. But it was a great day for me. Aku rase selesa dgn A. That nite, i texted him to wish for thanx. Then, i felt somethin unusual towards A. Then, i send one image. "There is somethin bout you that i cant find in anyone else" ●Talk On the next day, We decide to meet again. Mc donald. He said that he felt it too. Then, the truth was out, Kitorang suka sama suka. Hahaha. Both of us didnt plan at all. Its juz that aku rasa selesa dgn dia. I am truely myself when im with him. I love being around him. Then, we think bout all the pros and cons to bring this relationship one step ahead. 15/9/2013 We declaired. We went through all the obstacle together. Dia banyak nasihatkan aku, Dia terima aku seadanya, Dan aku terima dia seadanya. We were perfectly made for each other. ● Pain One day, the most thing that i fear happen. Dia perlu pilih sama ada aku atau family. At that time i insist, that i dont want to lose him. Dia tersepit antara kehendak dan tanggungjawab. Aku tak ready tuk disakiti lagi sekali. I cried. Then, our conversation stops till that. He was burdened with my stubborness. I dont want to let him go. This time my feelings really deep for a guy. But, today i realize. Aku tak patutnya bebankan dia. Kesian dia. I will let you go sayang. If that will make you happy. I will back off. Sayang, I wanna say thank you for everything. You are my last. I cant afford to be in love again. I hope you will succeed in your life. Terima kasih sayang, Sebab buat saya happy even for a moment. You are such a nice guy. Be good to your family okay. Dengar ckp mak ayah. Im sorry for everythin. I hope you succeed in your business. Saya doakan awak moga sihat selalu. Focus on your work okay. Drive carefully. Love you bie. Miss you. Im sorry for making it hard to you. Sincerely me. 28/11/2013.
